It's not a sentence most people hear often, but I feel like it's a fairly regular exchange I have with Meymoon (aka Tegoiss), a seemingly overnight rope top sensation from the DMV. I've been lucky to watch his exponential growth in rope in his short time being in public kink. His dedication to bondage is something to behold.
His dedication to making sure I remember he's a sadist on every possible level is also something to behold. Beyond just bondage, he mostly taunts me with food and idea of not sharing it with me. A foodist, if you will. Anything from keeping pizza and matcha kit-kats away from me to telling me how much he hates avocado, nothing is too sacred in my life for him to try to use against me. But he's also been a great sounding board, someone I can text sporadically throughout the day to ask questions about quesadillas, or check in when I'm feeling the inevitable drop from playing too hard.
Rope, kink- it's a trust game. For me, it's probably one of the hardest parts of kink. It's hard for me to develop that level of trust for most people, which is why the pool of people for whom I'll bottom for is pretty much still in the single digits, despite being a million kink years old. I have to really trust someone beyond a normal amount of trust if they're planning on stringing me up and tossing me around.
I'm not really sure what caused the little switch in my brain to flip from "don't trust" to "trust", but it's been that way for a while and I couldn't be happier with my friendship and play with Meymoon.
and if I can trust someone to taunt me with food, I can trust them unequivocally. So, when approached with the idea of trusting in something dumb, I was all for it.
Sometimes, I have the strangest FOMO (fear of missing out) because while we labbed/played, I remember thinking "Man, I am so envious I can't see what's happening, I really want to learn." I couldn't really tell you what happened, but it hurt. In the best way possible. I flipped through some of the images and still don't really understand what I'm looking at.
I got some pretty neat shots and I edited them poorly. Because not a photographer or editor.
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