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Saturday, February 21, 2015

Winterfire Chicken, 2015 Edition

I borrowed this format from FL's _Spiral_ and FL's PizzaDog:

Chickens are a thing.

This is a breakdown of Winterfire 2015 for me.  This year was especially interesting.

The Hard Stuff

  • A lot of people acknowledged my partner, M0co, but not me, as an instructor at WF.  Occasionally I would get dismissed so that the "teacher" could show them how to do a tie.
  • I had a pretty bad anxiety Friday night, the first night of play.  The anxiety was so bad, I had to leave for 30 minutes to be by myself.
  • I didn't get to spend much time with a couple of my super close friends/partners. I had really planned on it because I haven't been super supportive the past few months and I wanted to show them I still do care.
  • I didn't get to play with everyone I had hoped to play with- in some cases, I never even had the guts to ask.
  • This was my first time at a play party bottoming to other people who aren't M0co, so I dealt with a few feelings of guilt, like I had cheated.
  • I didn't eat well.  Not eating well makes me cranky.
  • I didn't sleep well. Not sleeping well makes me ultra cranky.

The Good Stuff

  • I had so many people congratulate me on my marriage and it felt so good to hear it and see people say it with a smile on their faces.
  • I wore my wedding dress to the Kraken's Ball and the moment M0co saw me, he ran over, scooped me up, kissed me and told me I was beautiful.
  • The play dates in which I bottomed were amazing.  The tops were wonderful and I would totally do it again.
  • I had a play date in which there was no rope.  It was nice to not be seen as just 'that rope bottom'.
  • I've gotten a lot of positive feedback from our classes.
  • I did get to do my traditional date with my girlcrush :) and she was amazing.
  • I had my sadistic mojo back when I played with a friend. It made me want to go back to topping more.
  • When people asked to play and I said no, no one pressed it or questioned it. It was nice to feel respected.

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